frustrating-infuriating
i dont know what on earth (or on hell) has happened to me…its like all the bad lucks here in this world or from there under or from anywhere that is beyond i know has struck me!
and it’s gawd damn frustrating!
i graduated with a degree in college to be a servant for some chinese @ss holes and for some filthy rich countrymen. boot-licking. i don’t even lift my plate at home! i left my work after fourteen months thinking nothing would happen to me there in that gawd-forsaken place (well nothing really did), i applied for a different work which was beyond my interest, hoping i would get hired and find a replacement but not really wanting to. man am i pathetic or what!?! and here i got what i was hoping for…i received and e-mail notifying me that my application is still active and would just be considered if there is a vacancy fit for me or if they don’t, i should just forget about it. i don’t want the job really, but i need it. first it would give me some moral boost (hey i’m of value after all!) and really i need some source of income now
and here i am now, aiming for work elsewhere, with my savings thinning down and no sign of bright hope from the horizon
geez i really am fucked-up exhausted and stressed…i need some break!
at oo ikaw! kasama ka sa mga stress ko, di kita ilalagay baka mabasa mo e
