Archive for July, 2009

NOTHING LASTS FOREVER :(

Thursday, July 16th, 2009
It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness gets us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I’m letting go
It may not last but I don’t know
Just don’t know

If you don’t know
Then you can’t care
And I show up
But you’re not there
But I’m waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing last forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A babe that’s warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving all he makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
Never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It won’t fall down while I’m asleep

If you don’t know
Then you can’t care
And I show up
But you’re not there
But I’m waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing last forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

But we have not hit the ground
Doesn’t mean we’re not still falling, oh..
I want so bad to pick you up
But you’re still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
Nothing last forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way (x2)

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frustrating-infuriating

Monday, July 6th, 2009

i dont know what on earth (or on hell) has happened to me…its like all the bad lucks here in this world or from there under or from anywhere that is beyond i know has struck me!

and it’s gawd damn frustrating!

i graduated with a degree in college to be a servant for some chinese @ss holes and for some filthy rich countrymen. boot-licking. i don’t even lift my plate at home! i left my work after fourteen months thinking nothing would happen to me there in that gawd-forsaken place (well nothing really did), i applied for a different work which was beyond my interest, hoping i would get hired and find a replacement but not really wanting to. man am i pathetic or what!?! and here i got what i was hoping for…i received and e-mail notifying me that my application is still active and would just be considered if there is a vacancy fit for me or if they don’t, i should just forget about it. i don’t want the job really, but i need it. first it would give me some moral boost (hey i’m of value after all!) and really i need some source of income now

and here i am now, aiming for work elsewhere, with my savings thinning down and no sign of bright hope from the horizon

geez i really am fucked-up exhausted and stressed…i need some break!

at oo ikaw! kasama ka sa mga stress ko, di kita ilalagay baka mabasa mo e

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